Grumbles!

 

Yesterday was too BLUE & BAD DAY for me.

 

Woke up in the morning with mood swings & migraine. That's when I realised today gonna be my hard day.

 

ACCA results for June sitting is out! I don't like what I see from the transcript.

 

I feel like giving up & upset.

 

Spent lots of time, months before exams at library.

 

My hard work & money, all wasted this time. I didn’t expect that answer either!

 

What drives me crazy, is my results is close to passing mark by 1 MARK!!!!

 

There is no way I get it remark another time because it cost me few hundred & more than the exam fee. Plus, never heard anyone get the 1 mark to get a pass.

 

I used to cry if my results says big fat “FAIL” to me. But no, not this time. Maybe I got used to that word since I took up the ACCA course, and maybe I’m not so emo like before, and maybe, maybe I cried enough before. No tears left for me to cry this time. *long sighhhhhhhhh*

 

I must admit, I have no interest in accounting anymore. I still prefer music.

 

I hate this field when I need to be in commercial firm, super duper boring! Life is meaningless. Every month do the same old things, not challenging at all!

 

Want to have my life back in audit firm, BUT there is no other firms like the one I work before!

 

Really need to save up to sponsor myself for music course. A better way out. Provided I finish my course. Stupid.

 

3 more years to go if I take the papers one by one. DAMN.

 

What if I fail again?

 

Beaten by the exam results real bad & I see invisible bruises all over.

I just can’t accept it.

Yeah,
everyone still talking about the King of Pop.
Never ending news about him in
entertainment section of every newspapers.

Died unexpectedly of cardiac arrest at the age of 50.




I grew up listening to his songs.
Thriller, the best music video & I still love it!
Though the album released years
before I came into this world.




After watching the Thriller video,
Always ask myself the same question again & again.
How a man will turn into werewolf?
Does zoombie & werewolf really exist?




His other songs captured my heart,



We are the world.
written by Michael Jackson & Lionel Richie.
A charity single by USA for Africa.

Heal the world.
This music video features about
the suffering of children in countries.
He also created the Heal the World foundation
to improve the lives of children.

Black and white.
Promotes the racial unity.

Earth Song.
We, humans, destroy the peaceful living place.
Cutting down of trees,
killing of wild animals,
and wars.

Not forgetting his famous signature dance move,
the MOONWALK.



It's sad to see him leave the world just few days
before "This is it" come back tour at London.

Anyone of you just check out the final rehearsal video,
he was still so energetic!


I believe he is way too exhausted which caused him death.


I agreed with KennySia,
on the day he died,
all the radio stations played his songs.
Indeed, it's like MJ stations. LOL.


On that day,
I went to cds shop try get his albums.
but all Michael Jackson's albums SOLD OUT!
Seriously.


Michael Jackson memorial service
was the biggest celebrity send-off of all time.

His daughter, Paris, words at the memorial service.
"Ever since I was born,
Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine.
And I just wanted to say I love him...so much."

Touching. And tears rolled down my cheek.



His children.




For now,

MAY HE REST IN PEACE.

Sorry for been MIA for weeks!



And this time,
Cookie's six babies keep me BUSY!











Cookie's parents,
maltese + shih tzu + local breed = mix breed



Turned out with 5 different colour of puppies!
It's 7 weeks now,
gave away 2 pups to my aunty & 1 to dad's friend.
Left with 3, and will be given away soon ):















These were the 2 given away to aunty.






All are playful & naughty! ;)







Visited Company vessel at Senari Port,
under hot & burning sun,
weeks ago after my exam.


Saipan Mariner, one of the Company's vessel.

Senari Port, Sejingkat

View outside the control room

Quay crane

The control room

It's off-loading time.

Moving the containers.

Another vessel berthing at the port,

belongs to Shin Yang.

Ahhh...
Finally,
I stay home on Sunday.
Not spending whole day at library.
It's stress & chained with books,
past year questions exam papers over there.


About my exams?
I just hope & wish that I'll pass both papers,
so I can continue move on to Part 3.
Yup! the last part, but it's TOUGH.
And that's why I heard from others sitting for it.

Even BIG 4, didnt recognise our OBU degree or
even part 2 of ACCA as degree. Blah!

I just don't understand why employer
prefer looking at those certificates,
but not experience or your attitude at work!
Life isn't fair at all, agree?



Spending sunny day at Sematan Palm Beach yesterday.
To de-stress after exam, for sure!
And to meet up girlfriends.
we all are way tooooooo busy with our life!


So, just let the pictures do the "talking" for now.

AM LOVING MY FLOPPY BEACH HAT♥


























It was great! & fun.


Too bad we didn't actually took much photos during kayaking.
Kayak-ing was fun but too bad the double kayak
they rent us was actually damaged!


We can't go far with it,
because it was filled with sea water.
Ling was sitting behind me &
half kayak sunk in the middle of the sea! LOL!


I complained to the person in charge about it.
And demanded for refund.
Forgive me, I'm very calculative & hard to pleased.
Yeah, they actually refund the RM20 rental of kayak.


The receptionist also warned the person in charge
of the beach equipment not to rent others the kayak.
They know it was damaged before rented to us.
Lousy!


Anyway, I still miss the beach & the friends (: